well, to begin with, i am a 41 year old mother of 3. i have a desk job, so i dont get much of a workout at work. i bought an mp3 player and started getting podcasts and that is how i ran into this website and forum.
at this time in my life, i weigh more than i ever have before. i am about 200 pounds, 5 ft 4 inches i have been wanting to get a little weight off. not for any one except for me. i need to work on my self esteem and i thought this may help.
i had a hysterectomy in may, and quit smoking also in may, so i think i am finally up to the challenge of getting in shape. i have never had any stomach muscles. in high school, everyone thought i was pregnant because i had a little pouch. anyway, i got pregnant the following year and was pregnant for 3 years. (my kids are 20, 21 and 22 so that is why i say i was pregnant for 3 years) anyway, i would love to know what it feels like to have a flat stomach, even if it is just somewhat flat.
i have been trying to watch what i eat, but have trouble with craving crunchy salty things. anyway, i have been working on that. i am trying to get an exercise bike to work out on until i get a little weight off, then i can start using my other things (i have a weight machine and an ab lounge) i just cant get motivated to do any of it. i will be starting my 100 days on labor day, so please, everyone, i could use all the motivation you can give me. thank you all. pam.

