Chana, welcome to MTM land!
It sounds like you’ve got really great reasons behind your decision to lose weight, and that’s one of the most important things.
The longer you hang around MTM land, the more you’ll find that the people here are really supportive and encouraging. If you haven’t already, check out the 100 Days of Exercise Challenge forum: it’s a great way to maintain accountability along your journey. And if you want to share your thoughts, try the Journal of Your Journey forum, which is also wonderful. (Heck, I think everywhere on MTM land is wonderful, but I’m a moderator and it sort of comes with the territory.
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Please do keep us updated. You don’t have to go through this alone: we’re all here cheering for you.
Cheers,
Julie